Saturday, October 29, 2011

The dignity of the woman

Being called Daughter of the father is beautiful. Many woman struggle with this concept. The world tells us we are to be successful by making a lot of money, and living in the most expensive house with the most posessions. however our beauty does not lie in things but lies in Christ. Speakers such as Leah Darrow and Crystallina Evert speak about this throughout the country. Through these speakers we learn we can rise from feeling broken daughters to feel like beautiful daughters. First thing we must learn and internalize is wherever we have been the Lord Jesus Christ will love us underconditionally and welcome us home; to his home; to his heart. Second, to stop watching shows such as Americas Next top Model, and Make me a supermodel. These shows tell us your bodies are the most important thing and are meant to be used. During these shows they have weigh ins, and measurement times and when a girl is over probably size 2 thats too big for the modeling industry. No one should think their body is not beautiful. Any body is beauty. God created us all in his image and likeness and for that reason alone we are beautiful. Let us pray to the Lord for him to tell us we are beautiful. :) For the next fews days I will speak about my struggle with my femininity and how I came to become closer to loving my femininity!!!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

My heart

During pray this poem was inspired by Christ

Its you and me Lord
Our hearts connected
Two hearts beating as one

It pulls back
The love feels strong
Can this heart keep this feeling
Its begins to cry

The Lord reaches out
The heart releases the pull
Jesus touches and loves the heart
He places it within me again

The Love Reigns
The feelings are strong
It feels hope
It feels Love
It feels understanding

Nothing matters but the heart beating as one
This feelings shall remain
It will not die
It will stay strong

Strong to fight for the truth
To fight rejection
To fight lonliness
To fight hate
The truth shall reign
For the hearts beat as one

Monday, October 24, 2011

The Truth!!!

My heart desires to serve Christ in truth. The truth has been hard to find. It has been a journey of tears, anger, confusion and then slowly but surely happiness and peace. The truth of Christ is this; He Loves, continues to love and will never stop loving. We know this by the acts he show us in our every day lives. He loves us by giving us a place to sleep, food to eat, people who love us, and by creating us. We can live the truth by being pro-life, supporting the sanctity of marriage (anti-same sex marriage), loving the sinner not the sin, and resolve to confess our sins to our loving Christ who will forgive everything we do!! :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011


My heart desires patience,. It does not like to wait. The Lord know this and he gives me the patience to get through my homework, and the rosary. Its hard to wait for the right time. The right time may not be in my time but I know it is in the Lords. He is preparing me for deeper intimacy with him. He has a plan for my impatience waiting. He will turn this into a deep vocation of love and compassion. My hope is with him. I will continue to pray and be his beautiful obedient daughter!!!

This is a poem that I feel encompasses my vocation
I like food so I am called to fast
I like sleep so I am called to wake at 5 AM
The computer is not pleasurable so he will take it away
My heart desires silence so this he will grant
But where is this place you call
Whatever it is I will go
Wherever it is I will go
All or Joy
All for God

Friday, October 14, 2011


The presence of the Rosary is calming. Its slows the breath and brings you peace that only a mother can give!!! :)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Being called the Bride

Reading any scripture about being a bride for Christ melts my heart. My hearts desires to be his beloved bride. My heart continues to grow closer to Christ in deep true authentic intimacy. This is what my heart is made for. Its in deep humility my heart thanks the Lord for the love he has shown me regardless of my sinfulness. My hope is the Lord will continue to love me and guide me his own beautiful mysterious way. It may hurt sometimes but the Lord will hold me love and be my true father in heaven teaching me lessons of love and hope in him!!!!


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Never been disappointed

My heart has been realizing that through every experience, thought, feeling the Lord has never disappointed. AT the time I may think he is not in moment and does not care. This is a thought that is not true. Many moments I have had moments that I did not like. However it was not me who deemed the moment but the Lord. The Lord knows what will happen and as long as you trust in the moment regardless of answer your heart can have calmness when the Lord is present. A song that has been dear to my heart is the song "He will carry you"

I call, You hear me
I’ve lost it all
And it’s more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You’re strong
I’m weary
I’m holdin’ on
But I feel like givin’ in
But still You’re with me

And even though I’m walkin’ through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I’ve been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know I’m broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You’re always with me

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I’ve never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you’d see me through
The storm


Saturday, October 1, 2011

Let Christ increase

A prayer to decrease in onself and grow in Christ

Prayer for Humility

Oh Jesus; meek and humble of heart, hear me
From the desire of being esteemed
Deliver me Jesus (repeat after each line)
From the desire of being loved
From the desire of being extolled
From the desire of being honored
From the desire of being praised
From the desire of being preferred to others
From the desire of being consulted
From the desire of being approved
From the fear of being humiliated
From the fear of being despised
From the fear of suffering rebukes
From the fear of being calumniated
From the fear of being forgotten
From the fear of being ridiculed
From the fear of being wronged
From the fear of being suspected
That other may be loved more than I
Jesus grant me the grace to desire it (after each line)
That others may be more esteemed that I
That in the opinion of the world
others may increase and I may decrease
That others may be chosen and I set aside
That others may be praised and I unnoticed
That others may be preferred to me in everything
That others may become holier
Provided that I may become as holy as I should!!

May this pray bring you closer to Christ who is our father, daddy, master, and consummation in heaven!!!